EDIT (1/19/19): Wow, one year since MANIA and one year since I published this piece. I'm still overwhelmed by all the attention and support this has received, even being quoted in the Genius.com interpretation. Even though I'm paranoid more now than ever that Pete Wentz may have seen this, I want to say thank you so much for reading, it's actually crazy to me that people listened and this actually made sense. Author's Note: I’d like to start this piece with a disclaimer/trig